unwell

Never thought that this would be some other hard times for me.

I'm sick. Mind, body, and soul. I'm so full of sickness that I'm getting sick of myself. I HATE ME. I hate the dark side of me.

Arrgh, kenapa gue ga bisa jadi orang baik-baik sih? Kenapa ga bisa positive thinking? Kenapa mesti marah? Kenapa belagu? Kenapa minder? Kenapa males banget? Kenapa ngerjain apa-apa ga bener? KENAPA KOK JADI MELANKOLIS KAYA GINI???? Mellow mellow najis gini?

Ciao ah, mudah2an abis ini ga mellow-mellow najong lagi. Menyedihkan.