21 wonderful cycles and the season still continues

Hello!

Sorry for the lack of update. I've been very busy enjoying my holiday internshit thing. I have to be in the office everyday, 8 to 5. And often I got home very tired. So there weren't much time for me to do those stuffs I used to enjoy when I'm home. I missed them a lot, especially playing the piano & playing stupid games on my toshi-baby. Yeah, after another tiring semester, I finally got home 3 weeks ago. Now I'm with my family - well not all of them - my twin sis isn't here with us. She's doing some other stuffs for her college, bet she misses us a lot :) so do we here ul.

Last Thursday on 18th June 2009, the three of us - me, my twin sis, & me daddy - were having our 98th birthday. Yep, we have the same birthday. The old man's 56 and we're 21 each, that'll add up to 98. Haha. :p

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Holly, I'm 21!!

 

So this is what it's like to be 21. This is the time when people call you "a grown up". It's tough being 21 people, especially when you're considered "mature" enough by people around you. To be honest, I still feel like I'm a 15 year old. I still do many stupid things, have childish thought, I'm still so immature and I admit it.

But hey, I see lots of changes happened to me in 20 years! Probably the biggest change that has happened to me in my life is my point of view to the world, to those around me, and my own point of view about myself.

In this 21st year of my life, I would like to say thanks to God, for giving me such a wonderful - though not perfect - life. I have great people surround me, my caring family (mama,papa,uli,baby) & lots of cool friends. I love you all.

I also feel really thankful for being given the chance to go to school and for allowing me to go to this awesome college, so that I could meet these wonderful people from all over the country. You're one of a kind guys  :)

In my 21, I wish I could be a better child, a better brother, a better friend, a better student, citizen, and I hope I won't be lazy anymore. And I wish God help me in my study, I'll be having my final assignment this year. 21, still long way to go Pete!

God sentenced Adam to WORK for the rest of his life just because he ate that stupid apple

And sadly, we're still getting the impact for what our beloved ancestors did - eating the goddamn apple.

Men (and today's women too) have to work. We got to work to feed our hungry stomach, to taste luxury, to have happiness, to buy shits and craps this world offers. We need money.

Today, was my first day ever to do an internship. I luckily got hired by a big company. My first reaction was pretty excited back then. I naively thought, "Hela! A job! Beers for everyone!". That was the only thought that came up on my mind until I finally taste what it is like to have a job and to work. Just today.

And I was shocked. I never knew that working could be so stressful and tiring. I was so damn exhausted right then back at home. I worked 9 hours a day. Doing stuffs, managing things. And God was right. We are punished. Fuckers have to work & bitches got double combos: they have to give birth as well.

$#!@, why did mr.Adam eat the apple? why did ms.Eve fall to the snake's trickery? And how could the snake be such a jerk? Why there was a snake in that heavenly Eden after all? Wasn't it heaven's territory right there? Evil creature - such as the fucking snake - shouldn't be there right? It's obviously not mr.Adam's fault at the first place. >:(