We're sick ppl

Why do I and my friends turn into nasty bullies? All team up together just to corner, intimidate, a pathetic weaker person..

Bullying? AT MY AGE? Man, we're being nasty here~

Headlines

Hoho.. This is my first post this week.. I was being so busy in past few days. No chance for blogging. And now I'm posting 3 topics at once. All of them are last week headlines. A bit out of date actually. Well, now's payback time!! Obama.. O-what?? Ooow, Obama.. Oh-i-don't-even-really-care :p As the whole world knows, US got their new man of the white house, Mr. Barky O-baby.. *did i spelled that right?? xp What I totally don't get is the fact that my people here in Indonesia really dramatize the story. Our media here totally over-publish this election thingy. I've got enough headlines from E!, Channel News Asia, CNN, Oprah, and even on MTv!! *err... wait, did MTv do it too?? And our local TV stations here, they seem like really proud of Mr.Obama, just because he spent his not-that-long-period childhood in one elementary school in Jakarta.. OMG, that's so decades ago!! I bet Obama doesn't even care about it anymore.. The TV stations, they're just either out-of-story to publish, or they're just following trends from the US.. Pathetic.

Even the poor-rated local gossip show (say, Insert!, InsertInvestigasi, Silet, etc..) aired this Obama thingy all day the day he got elected, along with pointless local celebrity gossips, such as "The 40 y.o Syekh who wants to mary a 12y.o little girl"*sick.., "Dewi Persik", "BBB", and those other desperately-looking for-attention celebrity. They're sooooo PATHETIC, becoming a somewhat urban joke and humor xD.

Poor Obama.. now he is as "popular" as those stupid celebrity-disguissed clowns just because he's on the same gossip show as them.. =))

Geez, why would we even give a damn care about him? Our country sure needs a lot more attention here, we're so pathetic in here world! Come and save us.. :p

Porn bill... Totally lame... Get real.. Why are we limitting human's natural behaviour?? Okay, I know that porn is bad *fact..., it will somewhat degrade our morality and can cause some bad effects. But what I don't really get about this stupid porn bill is it's lack of limitations, boundaries, or the definition of porn it self. Totally abstract. This stupid bill doesn't clearly define "porn".. Now people are becoming more cautious about what they should wear, what they should say and publish to the whole world, only for a stupid reason: this porn bill. Otherwise, they will ended up in jail and pay some fine.. Say, if you're a damn hot babe, with naturally nice curves :p, wearing just moderate-closed enough T-shirt and apple bottom jeans, with no means of being slutty at all, you can coincidentally make some guys ummm... let's say, "sexually aroused"??? So, is this porn? Nope, I don't think so. The girl just acts plain. She's innocent. No means of showing off some "pornographic" display. It's just the guys dirty thought. But unfortunately, according to the porn bill passage, the girl actually comitted a "pornoaction".. sigh.. More web references can be found here and here And the stupid bill also stated that "spouse kissing", "sunbathing in bikini or swimwear", "showing off sensual part of one's body that can make other people being aroused (horny)" and many others are categorized as PORN.. yea rite.. Now they banned kissing on the lips in public?? Hello!! This is 2008!! We're not living in 7th century anymore ppl!! Do you watch todays TV shows? Kissing is sooooo normal *but kids definitely need parental advisory about this.. And what about those sports ads with bikinis? What about miss universe peagant? What about swimsuit modelling? It's so funny that now bikini is mistaken as a porn material, while I think they're totally normal. Girls DO Wear bikini's right?? What if a dude wears a swimsuit? Is that porn too?? Will he be accused as showing off porn material? Who's with me? And one more thing, can we really measure how people can be sexually aroused by other thing/other people?? there's no such thing as "horny-meter"... So I think there's no logical reason to state that people can't make/show/play something that can cause other people to be sexually aroused, because the passage is definitely lack of clear definition about what's hot-that will make you horny enough- and what's not. I absolutely agree that this porn bill indeed has some good means: to protect womens right, to prevent underaged children to be involved into porn industry, and to [somehow] help directing peoples morality to be better*which i doubt it will... seriously, they want to improve our morality by this way? I agree that porn is a serious issue. But to make a ridicoulus unprepared bill passage?? lawl... Ultimately, I think this porn bill really needs to be re-considered. And I think there are lots of other big problems our nation currently dealing with. Namely education, crime, prosperity issue, health, corrupt mentality, etc.. Mr. Am-rowh-zeee, and friends.. So, they're dead. D-E-A-D. So what? They're trully pure terrorists I think.. Whose mistakenly interpret "Jihad" as a mean of "creating world peace by killing each other, innocent people".. That's soooo not Islam. Moslem people I know are so nice and kind, they're very tolerate to other non-Moslem people. My mom's family, my friends, bestfriends, many of them are Moslems. And they're way too kind.. They're being so good and nice in person compared to evil me :p.. And as far as I know, all religion views in this world actually support WORLD PEACE, don't they? So there's no acceptable reason to kill other human beings. In fact, I think it's a big hard decision for our government to execute those Mr.Terrorists. And they ended up with a final decision: to execute them. To end their lives. Difficult choice. Hmm.. I just hope that this rozie-sweetie execution thingy won't cause more innocent civil people being killed by other amrozie's follower who wants to commit revenge... That's all~ Cheers =)

Evaluasi Mid Semester

Kenapa performa gue semester ini sejauh ini jelek? Karena pelajarannya susah? Engga ah, RE & sinsis juga pelajaran yang waktu itu susah banget, tapi gue bisa ngikutin koq.. Karena dosennya ga enak? Hmm.. ga juga, sebelum ini dosen yang paling susah banget buat gue ikutin adalah dosen sinsis n probstat.. Tapi waktu itu nilai gue A koq.. *_* Karena temen-temennya "baru"? Lingkungan baru? Hmm.. Ngaruh ya? Menurut gue sama-sama asik ah. Karena praktikumnya banyak? Sepertinya ga. Semester 3 dulu gue juga dapet shock therapy PTE 1. Laporan praktikum dikumpul 24 jam setelah praktikum. Emang pertama-tama rada susah. Tapi setelah itu udah terbiasa. Sekarang? Hmm... Praktikum kemaren emang bikin hectic sih. Tapi masa karena itu? Karena suka maen game? Ga juga. Semester 3,4 dulu kyknya gue gila DDR deh xD Apa karena gue kurang fokus di kelas? ... Emang gue pernah fokus ya?:p Biasanya gue fokus ke dosen cuma tahan 5 menitan doang. Abis itu konsentrasi buyar kemana-mana. Trus balik fokus lagi for another 5 menit.. Trus ngelantur lagi.. hihohiho Setelah pemikiran mendalam, gue menemukan titik perbedaan krusial antara peter di semester 3, dengan gue di semester ini.

GUE TIDAK BACA BUKU

Gue sekarang jarang sekali baca buku kuliah. Dulu waktu semester 3, gue baca tuh buku matdis, Rossen. Tiap bab, gue kerjain banyak soal. Probstat (lupa pengarangnya ^^! ada yang inget?) juga gue lahap meski rada2 ngambang bacanya. RE tiap minggu dikasih latian ama Pak Jon tercintah, makanya bisa. TekDig gue baca tuh sampe bab minggu2 terakhir. Sedra&Smith - buku khas elektronika - juga merupakan santapan harian waktu semester 4. MJ. Roberts & Chi-Tsong Chen juga kayaknya gue bacain. Matek dapet slide pak dosen, kayaknya ngerti-ngerti aja ah..

Jadi, kesimpulannya adalah, gue emang harus baca buku-buku yang menyenangkan ini..

SisKom. Sistem Komunikasi. ga peduli gimana, nih mata kuliah mesti dibaca bukunya. Gue mesti ngerti. Dosennya ngajarnya kayak... yah... begitulah... "sulit dipahami". Tipe yang ngajar pake slide. Titik. Suaranya juga sangat perlu pake amplifier :p Belom lagi aura ngantuknya.. Beuh.. Siskom tuh kelas yang dateng-fokus 5 menit- tidur

RPL. Rekayasa Perangkat LunakHmm... Kurang ngebosenin apa coba? Pelajaran yang isinya teori+konsep.. Asik sih, dosennya juga oke koq. Tapi kenapa gue susah fokus ya? Padahal gampang euh pelajarannya

Medan... No comment. First-half of this semester bener2 totally waste of time. Dosennya, menurut saya, terlalu pintar. Terlalu sibuk. Jarang hadir di kelas. Trus kalo dikelas meng"gampang"kan segala sesuatu, dikiranya kita udah ngerti medan kayak beliau. Dan satu lagi, materi ajarannya kurang terstruktur dengan baik. Lompat sana-kemari.. Buat medan, gue beneran mesti baca iskander.

PS. Pengolahan Sinyal. Okee lah. Meski gue suka ga nangkep si ibu mo nerangin apa, tapi gue at least berusaha ngikutin kuliahnya.

Komdat. Komunikasi Data. Hmm.. Gampanglah. Teori. Pengetahuan umum mah kalo gue bilang.. Dosennya.. Yah begitulah.. Kebetulan aja namanya sama kaya my middle name :p

Rekling. Rekayasa Linkungan. Gue lumayan suka nih pelajaran, dosennya oke, ilmu yang gue dapet juga banyak dan baru. Tapi tetep aja, kenapa gue bawaannya ngantuk melulu?? Guys, help me!!

PIE. Pengantar Ilmu Ekonomika.Yah... Entah kenapa gue nganggep enteng nih pelajaran. *ih parah banget sih gue?? Tapi ilmu & teori2 yang gue dapet asik loh..

Jadi intinya, ga ada satu kuliahpun yang menurut gue, udah khatam. *what??

Bingung.. Mesti berubah..

Hiks hiks... Gue kangen "gue" yang dulu!! Gue kangen gue yang rajin!! Yang demen baca buku kuliah ampe bego *loh?. Yang bisa manage waktu dengan oke banget.

Kemanakah peter yang itu? Yang UTS MatDisnya 100? Yang UTS SinSisnya seratus? UAS MATEK 2nya CEPEK?

Apa kemampuan gue cuma sebatas itu aja?? Halah apaan sih??

Apa gue tidak sepintar temen-temen yang lain? Hmm.. Bukannya-sombong-bukannya-congkak nih ya, gue ngerasa sama pinternya kayak anak2 elektro yang lain koq. In fact, kami semua satu angkatan anak2 yang pintar *yaiyalahya..

Ga ada gunanya nyombong2in ke diri sendiri masa lalu yang tak seberapa itu pete.. Pikirin masa sekarang aja. Gimana caranya lu bisa tetep oke. Stay away from kemalasan.

medan dwonk...

Gue abis ujian MEDAN ELEKTROMAGNETIK. Electromagnetic Fields and Waves. It's pure science. It's totally physics. Dan menurut gue itu mata kuliah dasar banget. Fundamental. Dari SMA kita juga udah ngerasain lah. Cuma yang sekarang porsinya buat anak kuliah... Lepel olimpiade gitu deh.. *hahah.. iyaya?? And i just did it. I had an electromagnetic field exam today. It's like a once in a lifetime opportunity. Ga semua orang bisa ngerasain ujian medan di ITB. *halah lebay~ Dan tadi gue baru ngalamin what so called ujian medan...

Sukseskah?

Yahh... Unfortunately no honey... I screwed it. Sighs... I didn't answer all of the questions.

Emang susah ya?

Sayangnya tidak. Soalnya sebenernya gampang. Sumpah gue tau rumus hukum coloumb (yang sialnya gampang banget tapi gue ga kepikiran sama sekali) buat jawab soal nomer 1. Gue juga udah gape make hukum Ampere buat jawab soal nomer 3. Gue juga udah pernah baca penjelasan di iskander tentang gimana sampe si Maxwell ngelengkapin hukum Ampere buat jawab soal nomer 5, dan gue yakin banget dosen gue yang AGUNG itu pernah ngejelasin pake divergence (apa curl ya?) & integral or something~

Trus kenapa?

Jiper baca soal nomer 1. Keterangannya banyak banget. Abis gue gambar sketsanya.. "Oke! gue bisa nih.. Coba gue pake hukum gauss tentang medan listrik." Sret.. sret.. (nyoret2 & mikir bentar).. "Hmm... koq ga bisa yah????? Kenapa gue jadi bingung make hukum gauss begini???? Kan gue tinggal nyari muatan yang dilingkupi oleh "permukaan" ini. Trus gue tinggal integralin buat dapet medannya.. Ngg...??? Tapi ini "volume"nya berupa titik... T__T gimana dong??" ... Sumpah gue buntu banget ngerjain nomer 1a!! Akhirnya jawaban gue berhenti sebatas sketsa soal yang tak seberapa itu~

Thank God ada nomer 2.. Polarisasi gelombang. Untung banget gue ngerjain soal beginian tadi malem. Jadi bisa.. -_-

Nomer 3... Hmm... "Arus listrik terdistribusi dalam koordinat silinder dengan sumbu Z sebagai sumbu sbb:

I = 3A az r= 0cm,

K = 5 A/cm az r=2cm*@_@ apa ini??? apaan yang satuannya Ampere/panjang?? Help!!

J= 1 A/cm2 az 4

a. Gambarkan garis-garis medan magnet!

b&c. H(r) & gambar grafiknya!"

Kalo mo ngitung fluks magnet yang dihasilkan dari kawat biasanya pake hukum Ampere. Oke gue coba kerjain. Tapi apaan nih "K"???? Emang ada ya?? *cemas* Yasudahlah.. gue ngarang dong. Ngitung arusnya pake K x r... Sungguh desperado T_T

No 4. Tentang polarisasi gelombang lagi. Yuk mari kerjain..

Ntah kenapa gue tiba2 lupa rumus buat ngitung kecepatan fasa. Anjring.... "apaan ya? kayaknya omega/beta deh.. Yah, percaya ama feeling gue aja deh."

Hitung medan magnetik! Siipppp!

Gambar sketsa gelombang... Hmm.. Begini dong.. Sret.. sret *jadilah gelombang 3 dimensi elliptical yang entah kenapa untuk alesan yang norak gue bangga banget ngegambarnya..

No 5. Tunjukkan bahwa persamaan Ampere tidak memenuhi hukum kekekalan muatan.....

sapiii.... gue pernah baca nih, c dosen juga kayak pernah nyindir2 ginian di kelas. Ntar deh gue balik lagi

No 6. Polarisasi gelombang lagi..

Aduh ntar aja deh gue kerjain yang lain dulu,

No 7. Oooh sapii... poinnya ada 4!!! 7a,b,c,d... :(

a. Hukum Maxwell bentuk integral dan diferensial, dan arti fisisnya. Cil~ soal standar.. Yuk jawab ;P

....

Ternyata PANJANG bo!!! ada lebih dari 1 halaman dong jawaban gue!!

pegel :(

b. Apa yang dimaksud dengan medan?? Contoh medan?

VIVA BACOT!!!!

c. Ada berapa macam bacot? eh salah, ada berapa macam medan berdasarkan bentuk dan sumbernya??

another not-that-smart "bacot" i did... Ngarang total!

d. Gravitasi n tornado. Apa itu medan? Oh iya dong! Yuk bacot lagi bikin alesan n rumus matematisnya..

No8. Yah, something tentang kombinasi hukum maxwell bentuk diferensial buat medan magnetik, hukum ampere, curl, blabla... HAJAR!!!

yang nomer c gue ga ngerti sama sekali maksud nih soal apaan.. Kalimatnya ga terlalu jelas menurut gue. Ambigu. Kurang detail. yasudahlahya.. lewatin aja dulu.

Jadi gue belom jawab nomer 1a&b, nomer 5 & nomer 6, 3 masih rada ngasal, 4 masih belom inget rumus kecepatan fasa.. shittitaloo...

Panik. Masa ga ada yang gue yakin nih jawabannya? 8 nomer? T__T

Ngeliat kiri-kanan. Oh, orang2 tampangnya udah autis semua, ga cuma gue doang. hihihi...

Yah udahlah, akhirnya gue bolak balik ngejawab soal yang masih bolong-bolong, sebisa mungkin gue ngasih smart guess gue, yang mudah2an bener... :p

Waktunya kurang. Soalnya kebanyakan. Analisisnya perlu waktu lama. Caranya terlalu ribet. 120 menit buat 8 soal menurut gue sangat kurang guys. Itu artinya satu soal 15 menit doang! Belum lagi waktu buat nulis nama&NIM, ngerobek kertas, ngapus2in pake tipex, tanda-tangan absen *yea right, corat-coret.. waaa.. Padahal biasanya gue ngerjain soal tuh rata2 20-30 menit! Baca soal+ngerti maksud soal+analisis soal aja gue bisa nyampe 10 menit sendiri! Berarti gue cuma bisa ngerjain integral & turunan2 yang rumit itu dalam waktu 5 menit doang?? :(

Mo komplain n nyesel ga guna pit.. udah selesai...

Time's Up!

One full torturing week didn't stop there. This week is going to be WORSE. I'll have 3 *yes, that's 3* exams this week. And i completely HAVE NO IDEA about the subject at all. Geez, what've i been doing the whole time?? Now i'm working pretty hard to catch up with my friends, they seem like already understand everything..

And now i'm regreting things. Hixhix, if only i could spend more times with my books, rather than browsing this stupid internet all the time. Hoohoohoo. Internet is fun, i know, but I've spent too much time on it this whole month.

Imagine this: everyday in the morning i check my email, and there's always new messages in my inbox. From people, friends, mailing lists, notifications from STUPID social websites, and all those other stuff. And all those messages forced me to read them. Meaning, i've to log in to that stupid friendster, or that addictive (yet really time wasting) facebook.. And what did i get people?? NOTHING. Seriously, you only got whatsocalled "social networking" benefits on such sites (got new "friends" *yeah, for real*, news, friends update, informations, having a little chit-chat on messenger, etc). And i realize it's not that worthed. I have more important things to do right now. Lot's of them. And i bet, there's actually lot of things you can do right now besides reading my stupid blog.

And i do the same thing at night every night, last month. I log in to my email, check some mail, read them, browsing more sites, googling, and the cycle goes on... It goes like this everyday since last month and i just can't stop.

FYI i spend about 2-3 hours each time i browse the internet. Which means, i spend almost 6 hours everyday, in the morning & at night, doing something (almost) useless.. 42 hours a week, 168 hours a month!! That is 7 days in total! one-fourth of your entire life a month!!! CRAP THOSE NUMBERS!! I JUST REALIZE HOW MUCH TIME I ACTUALLY HAVE!!

And now i'm regretting how i've wasted my precious time this month. All day. Everyday. Sniffs.. whish i had spent my precious time more on productive thing: Studying, practicing on my music, cleaning-up my room, finishing some tasks, and lots more

Wait, does this mean that I can't go online and browsing some stuffs?? Should I be like those freakass, nerds, and weirdos, and those pathetic close-minded study-oriented people?? Nope. You don't have to be such a freak ppl...

It's absolutely allright for being lazy if you're in your leisure time. In fact, browsing this internet is really fun. I admit that. You can learn something new, you'll get cool stuff, play some games, listen to musics, read news, and thousands of other internet benefits..

But please... Use your time wisely. There's time for this, time for that.. There's always time for everything. There's always time for browsing the internet and playing computer games. And it's absolutely not at this busy time, where actually you have something else more important to do. Seriously.

Tips from me, for me:

• Browse the internet for fun and cool stuff (such as youtube, facebook, googling, reading wikipedia, reading friend's blog, downloading cool stuffs, posting something) only when you don't have classes, homework, tasks, or coming exams. Or at least, make it once a week..
• Check your email only once a day. Whether it's in the morning, or before you go to bed. Read the messages title only. If you think the message it's important, then read it, otherwise (such as notifications, spams, or other useless information), don't even try to click on it, just delete it
• Do not go online more than 30 minutes. I know it's hard to stop. But, it's worth trying, somehow it'll make a habit. Use an alarm if necessary. If you really need to go online, make it quick. Don't spend hours in front your desktop ppl.
• And other tips you make yourself, for you, adjust with your own needs :p

Hmm that's all from me. Now for you ppl, close this window (yes, all with the internet explorer) right now. Immediately.

Don't you have something more important to do right now??