Bitch Inside

Looking back at my recent posts. I just realize how pretty bitchy i am (was, i hope). Saying rude things, fierce cynical look, and so on.. And you would never know how i regret those stupid things i've done. I'm so sorry. Really really sorry. I just couldn't help it. I just said it. Keluar aja gitu dari mulut gue. Gatel aja pingin ngejatuhin orang. I tought it was COOL. But after that i was feeling extremely MENJIJIKAN.. And now i'm asking to myself why did i ever do those thing? Being a BITCH and a JERK at the same time, both a BRILLIANT one.. Sick... Now i see myself as one of the MEAN GIRLS. More over, i think i'm REGINA GEORGE, the MEAN, THE BITCHIEST one!! *omg i'm so SICK!!! can't believe i'm depicting myself as a mean GIRL! seriously, i want to vomit right now.. Sniffs... anyway, i'm working hard to stop this bad habbit! Seriously i gotta stop. NOW. I know it's hard to stop a habbit. But i'll try to commit it. I swear. If THE PLASTIC could finally turned into sweet girl next door in the end, why can't i be a good person too? Man how i'm sick of being "the evil one", i don't want people to think of me as a mean person. And i'm gonna change people's point of view on me! And i hope that happens soon. I knew there's kind of ANGEL deep inside my soul, i just haven't found a way to unleash it. *give me a vomit bag please.. i want to puke!! Fictional Regina George is cool. Real one sucks!